And what's next...?

2010-05-05T11:36:00.002+08:00

What "May" Come.

Haii... It's been a while. i know i know... :) I just got back from the dentist. Been having an appointment monthly i guess. But nothing that they could do to my tooth at the moment but postponed to another date and scaling scaling scaling... Bersih banar dang gigi ku mun scaling saja tiap bulan! Ahhhh just wanna say that i hate to go to the dentist..!! And i kinda hate scalling already. Ngiluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu baaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!!! ;(

2009-12-30T08:42:00.004+08:00

HAPPY ADVANCE 2010 ALL..

Salam All..
In a few hours me n my Star will be flying off to Hongkong together with AD26 & d'Hubby. Here, i would like to wish a happy advance New Year 2010 to all my friends in Brunei, To all Stargazers members, JPG friends, Team Timuns & sayur-sayuran, my family, cousins, colleague (esp. AMAL - i know ur reading it! hahaha) and to our loyal blog readers.. Happy advance new year all.. May 2010 brings us joy, fun, happiness, wealth, health, merrier n a better year for us all....

An advance congratulations to my dearest Cuzen Hjh Izyan for her advance enggagement with Sharul. and to my colleague, Shahnuddin on his wedding day with Liyana. Both event held on d 3rd Jan 2010. May your enggagemen/wedding last forever.. Amin.

Ok peeps, i gtg now.. see you next year.

HONGKONNNGGGG... READY OR NOT HERE I COME.....!!!!

* v r o o o o o m - v r o o o o m m *

2009-11-19T20:46:00.003+08:00

i miss you..
i miss her..

i feel i wanna share my feelings..
i wanna let my heart out..
tpi arah sapa?
i need some1 to listen...
sakit... im hurt...

i miss her... :'(

she really wanna go... just go... hate me. hate tah.. i know im not good enuf for u...

good bye my love...

good bye me star...

2009-11-19T20:43:00.002+08:00

sakit..

nangis..

all night long..

why?

i don't understand..

but seriously...

sakit

sakit

sakit sangat-sangat

:'(

2009-11-19T19:44:00.003+08:00

ALREADY GONE.

This song is for My star. Been listening to it for almost two weeks. Gonna miss u star.. n im sure gonna miss u a lot! Pleas tkcr in watever u do.. N please don't u ever flash back on me. Bcoz i know, the more u remember me, the more hard u will move on.. U dun have to worry about me. I'll be safe. U know I'm not a bad girl... Enjoy the song dear..

2009-11-19T19:20:00.002+08:00

Lil Star is Dead!

Im at Bandar at i was suppose to meet up MY STAR n the mates d JP!Kali entah ehh.... sumthing happened at noon tadi! My Star atu entah ehhhh mcm org kna puji saja... teriak2 ia dlm tpun. Ntah apa d HYPERkannya nda ku tau! Lapasnya melanji pakah... Aher2 ani lain ulahnya... BIADAP!!! Tapi nada ia sadar tu ia biadap ah.. besalah... PERFECT kli ah ia atu bginya.. Ntah ehhh mcm baru2 hidup saja!!! Umur atu lanjut tpii prangai mcm kanak2.. WHYYYYYYYYYYY???????????????

And tadi... on the phone.. i was asking her to lower her voice. Nda kutau lah kasar or apa... but untuk org yg WARASSSS nda kn mentel tu pasal atuu.. ani... Heshh!!! Bini2 th banarrrrr!! Kan mensus pakah.. buleh kh ia ckp.. "Bah jgn th u btpun sma me lagi!! Cari th u dgn btpun yg inda ANNOYING!!!!" Apakannn????????????????????????????? Entah kau eh............ LANJI th ko dsana ah!! Tau ku plg ko kan mensus! Tau ku ko bz.. ntah nda ku tau apa ko mentel kn ah... Sial saja rasa ku!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gigitan ku!!!!!!!!!!! Pakal sja office hours!! Malas ku melayan mental ku!! MALAS! Mun ku melayan bh tadi atu... KU AGA IA DRMH! PEDuli apa ku mama bapanyaaa!!! Andang jua mama bapanya BANCI AKU!!!!! Tapi indaa ku mau ikut perasaan. Untuk apa jua?? Untuk kepuasan diri sendiri?? Inda ku mau! Inda ku mau nyasallll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

After work ku cuba contact ia. Awuu inda ia peduli! PAdahal tau ia aku kn jumpa ia! Nda ia terasa kh aku RINDU IA?? Dari hari ISNIN SMPAI ANI!!! :'( Ko buat aku nangiss!!! Ko buat aku jauh hati!! Tau ko.??? KU msg ku tpun.. KANA IGNORE NI BRABIS!!!! Ada ia msg.. mengatill!! Cari pasal! Smua msgnya nyakitkan hati ku! aku COOL SAJA! Malas ku melayan!!!! MALAS KU.. sal aku mau jumpa ia! AKU RINDUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU IA!!!! IA SAJA NDA PAHAM!!!!!!!!!!!! Aku nangis!! Yesss aku nangis!!!!

Buleh kah pasal ku ckp catu kami putus???? :'(

Buleh kh lgi ia msg... ia kn cari lain? Buleh kah lagi ia mampuu kn sakitkn hati ku?? BUleh kah??? Sakit ku!! Yes SAKIT KU!! Ia nda mau jumpa aku!! FINE!!! NDa ku maksa!!! Bukan KUASA ku jua tuk ia STAY sama aku!! Aku tau jua LESBIAN ani nda kmana!!! Tau ku!! Sadar ku!! Tpi hati ku... rasaku.. cintaku.. sayang ku..... Aku saja tau!!!!!!!!!

TO My lovely Star.. i hope u nmpak slama ani cana rasa me arah u.. cana cinta me arah u.. sakit me.. sakit me jauh dari u.. slalu sudah tani jauh.. dari dulu.... Kalau u rasa nda tahan sama me lagi, ok me dpt terima.. pasal me tau.. cinta lesbian nda kn kmana. n me tau jua btapa susahnya u kan sama me.. i know.. if u pun kn sama org lain, go ahead.. nda me melarang.. utk kebahagiaan u.. me sanggup terima apa keadaan sekali pun. Seriously, wat happened td, nda me kn nyasal. Kesian me liat u sakit saja oleh me. Kesian u nda dapat kefahaman dari me... I'm sorry...

Biar kan me sendiri. nda pyh jaga me. nda pyh u susah2kn hidup u lagi untuk me. Im so sorry if slama ani menyusahkan u.. menyusahkan hidup u... diri u.... maafkan me. Izinkan me pergi untuk selamanya................

2009-11-19T10:35:00.000+08:00

NENEK KEBAYA Vs MY NENEK!

Hi. Its the 4th day of the week and i haven't go back home bandar yet. Nada plan jua plus My Star got training for her netbol tourney this Friday. So... Stay KB lah saja so far. Been watching drama(s) at TV 3 smpai masuk kemimpi ku tadi. Urghh!!

i watched nenek Kebaya at TV3 430pm-530pm. Aku mimpi tadi that my grandma ada pelihara itu devil :'( sekali ia nda mau lagi. the only way tuk buang that devil is by Gunting rambut my grandma sampai gundul. Kali byklah ni org gunting dgn SubhanAllah n baca2 segala. Tapi sayang sekali nda dpt smua d gunting pasal my grandma ada power! Kuat lah powernya! Sorang pun nda buleh pigang ia n rambutnya lagi. In the end, rambut my grandma mcm c Pekan! Wawawawawawawa!!!!! Cali cali cali cali caliiiiiiie............!!! How stupid is my nightmare. Tpi aku takut tadi. Sal makeupnya atu ala-ala PUNK! Ceh~Ok enough of stupidity~

Later, balik bndar to meet the JPJos after work. Bataaaaah dh nda jumpa n btah nda chill jua. Sorang2 cbuk dgn hal masing2. My Star will be around jua pasal ia nada training. Hopefully inda ujan lah later. Ok till then.

Berhati-hati di jalan raya orite..

* a d i o s *

2009-11-17T15:01:00.000+08:00

!@#$%^&*()_+

Hhhheeelllooooo. how's everybody doing? I'm at the office at the moment. Curi masa for blogging. I'm bored~ Last sunday terasa barat hati kn balik KB But what to do... gotta be here jua for work. Nada rasa ku kn tdor KB this week tapi since nada plan di bndar stay th saja :( Rasa kn drmh bandar plg. Kan commutte.. errr fuel lgi. energy lagi.. lalah tu i know.. lau aher ckit jln, trafik jem lagi... trafik jem yg palui! Kan car pooling... HHHmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmpppffttttttttt!!

malas ku mikirkan. And now i'm not sure bila balik bndar. Boring ku berabissss...

* h o m e - s i c k *

2009-11-16T15:41:00.003+08:00

Cravings Vs Myself.

i feel i wanna blog sumthing. tpi nada idea apa kn d blog. wat i know for now is... im getting ANNOYED that my StaR keep telling me i'm Gendutt!!!! Yeahhh watever~ I'm sure she don't mean to hurt me plg.. tpi me annoyedddddd!!!

Tp bnr plg.. i ate a LOT since raya! And since my birthday makan saja ku coz byk celebration. n yet i still tesliur for my Mud cake Erghhh!!! cant control my cravings lately. Ani lagi ku tesliur doublecheese McD! :'( cana kn lose wight ni? Makan-makan saja. Mikin Nyaman bh mknan d Brunei ani. Kn start dieting n exercise.. tpi alum jua start-start2nya. Ngek~

I did some research how to loose weight in 30 days. Atu ia suruh aku mkn same few meals all over and over again. Atu bnnr loose weight tu. Bukan lagi Loose weight, ntah2 loose appetite :/ tpi.. dmana ada kemahuan, d situ ada jalan *winks*

This is what i've got:

Rule #1: Avoid “white” carbohydrates

Avoid any carbohydrate that is — or can be — white. The following foods are thus prohibited, except for within 1.5 hours of finishing a resistance-training workout of at least 20 minutes in length: bread, rice, cereal, potatoes, pasta, and fried food with breading. If you avoid eating anything white, you’ll be safe.

Rule #2: Eat the same few meals over and over again

The most successful dieters, regardless of whether their goal is muscle gain or fat loss, eat the same few meals over and over again. Mix and match, constructing each meal with one from each of the three following groups:

Proteins:
Egg whites with one whole egg for flavor
Chicken breast or thigh
Grass-fed organic beef
Pork <---- jgn bh mkn pork. Haram!

Legumes:
Lentils
Black beans
Pinto beans

Vegetables:
Spinach
Asparagus
Peas
Mixed vegetables

Rule #3: Don’t drink calories

Drink massive quantities of water and as much unsweetened iced tea, tea, diet sodas, coffee (without white cream), or other no-calorie/low-calorie beverages as you like. Do not drink milk, normal soft drinks, or fruit juice. I’m a wine fanatic and have at least one glass of wine each evening, which I believe actually aids sports recovery and fat-loss. Recent research into resveratrol supports this.

Rule #4: Take one day off per week

I recommend Saturdays as your “Dieters Gone Wild” day. I am allowed to eat whatever I want on Saturdays, and I go out of my way to eat ice cream, Snickers, Take 5, and all of my other vices in excess. I make myself a little sick and don’t want to look at any of it for the rest of the week. Paradoxically, dramatically spiking caloric intake in this way once per week increases fat loss by ensuring that your metabolic rate (thyroid function, etc.) doesn’t downregulate from extended caloric restriction. That’s right: eating pure crap can help you lose fat. Welcome to Utopia.

For more info please visit -----> http://www.fourhourworkweek.com/blog/2007/04/06/how-to-lose-20-lbs-of-fat-in-30-days-without-doing-any-exercise/

* i l o v e m y S t a r & d o n ' t w a n n a l o o s e h e r : ( *

2009-11-13T07:33:00.003+08:00

What's on Rano?

Congratulations Damit JPG (bukan nama sebenar walaupun kna panggil damit) who participated Indoor Games in Vietnam, for winning Silver medal.

* c u around *

2009-11-12T10:14:00.002+08:00

Another Surprised?

Last nite had a dinner with my KB family, The family who adopt me when i was a kid. Once again there's a surprised birthday cake for me haha LOL! Ani baru th ku bnr2 surprised.. We had it at Damai Indah(Indah Damai?) Restaurant.. Aku nda tau dmana lgi tempat mkn yg fancy d KB except for Excapade. I know they're not a fan of Japanese food (walaupun aku craaavvvinnnnngggg sangat2) so ikut saja lah drg.. nda kn aku demand :/

Thanks to Sis Susi n My parents for bringing me out for dinner and celebrating it for me. Basar sudah pun masih main2 surprised. Kekeke... bgi malu saja~ it was really unexpected. We enjoyed the food there as kami start makan aher.. 830pm kali.. Sorang2 lapar..(aku th kali paling lapar coz besanya kul 8 ani ready udah kn tdor *erks*). After siap makan, org restaurant atu pasang lagu arah hi-fi lagu birthday and the song is getting a bit louder.. Aku heran lah. kali ada cakeeeeee.... Huhuhuu.... kajut lah ku.. kekeke.. Thanks ya.. really really appreciate it.

I received 5 cakes for my birthday this year. I hope this will be the last cake for me. banar2 ati jua drg nyambut ah.. andangnya kali life after 25? Ergh~ forget abot the age.. Coz i know i ain't look like one :D But amongst all of the cakes, i still favour the 1st cake i received from my Star... Chocolate Mud Cake from Mum's Bakery~ nyamaaannn~ Baaaanaaaar~

Do u see only 1 candle on my Cake? Bisai sulnya nda bjurit (uhuk-uhuk)

Spelling Error: Marisa? Mcm nama pilipin! Hehe

* c h i o w *

2009-11-06T00:17:00.003+08:00

Speech.

Thanks all who greeted me on my Birthday.. From the family, friends, JPG mates, Stargazers mates, office mates, exmates.. yg memsg, yg mengcall, yg msn-ing and may be facebooking.. Thanks yeah... u all are the best!!!

To My beloved Star, thanks for making my birthday happening.. I didn't aspect anything to happen but you... YOU.... made it happened unexpectedly. Thanks yeah.. You know i love you n always loving you hehehe... mmmmwahugs!

Fyi, the pix above were taken in the office. That's what i've got from my colleague Ka Zana during my day..

2009-11-06T00:02:00.002+08:00

Another surprised Birthday cake.

Had a dinner on d 4th November at Mangrove Paradise Resort with Stargazers members. Andang awal udah kna inform kn gather n dinner di sana. Ada kali a week's planning. Kana surprise lagi sana. Sorry stars nda ku brapa shock. Heran ku plg masa after makan atu nada cake pasalnya birthday ku kali ah.. nda kan nada cake? Then i can sense that something fishy is going on. May be tani dakat sungai atu kali yatah fishynya atu tahab gaban. Haha.. macam2 imagine ku. Jgn th tau lah apa ku imagine. OVER ah~ ahaha *andang jua selalu over imagine* kekeke...

Sorry jua aher datang. Lalah ku kamu.. I went back from office quite late. My works are unexpected. Semua lagi urgent tu :/ Sampai rmh begagas mandi.. ada surprise birthday cake jua.
Ani lagi th cali.. Masa odw back home, parut lapar... n a lil craving for my choco mud cake. Sampai rmh buka esbok.. HOHOHOHOHOOOOO ada lagi satu cake balum buka!! Booohooooo!!
Gotchaa!!! Wait for my mom n sis dtg then blow candle. Pastu tarus jln with My Star to join dinner with the stars :)

Sebenarnyakan.. kajut ku plg. Masa ku blow the candles atu kan.. Nda tantu bh ku tiup banarnya. Huhuuhuhu malas ku ceta... tawakal saja sapa2 yg makan cake atu! :P haha... LOL!

Another thing I wanna share here is.. masa balik dri Resort. Me & My Star paling aher balik amongst those who came. Kami lepak d bilik as Da65's were staying overnite there. Awal2 ke reception tapi the door was closed. Kna suruh lalu swimming pool. Errrrr jauh ckit lah.. midnight th lagi.. seram oo... Bunyinya lagi ado-ado gala kan di dangar. Ia jua dri air, ia jua dari kayu, ia jua dari utan2. tpi act cool lah saja. Bwa senyum n lalalalalalaa...

Sampai d parking lot, as a driver, takan remote keta, buka pintu blakang kn simpan a box of cake im holding.. kali my Star beteriak dgn muka PANICnya.. "BAH MASUK!! MASUKKK!!! MASUKKK BAHHH!!!!!". Ya ALLAH! terkajut ku atu!! Tarus ku duduk masuk tempat duduk blakang sma kutak kek ah ku duduki!!! Aku lagi si-penakut.. udah pun penakut, over imaginasi lagi!!!!

Me: APAKANNN???!!!! (kabak-kabak)

Star: EH DUDUK DAPAN BH!!!!!

Me: KENAPA??!!! APA KANN!!!! (marah2 - cooling myself)

Star: DUDUK DAPAN BH U ANI! CANA KN BJLN??!! (ada kn driver duduk belakang?)

Me: HESHH!!! JAPP!!!

Star: LAJUUUUU!!!!!

Star: TU!! TUUU!!!!

Me: *dalam hati: SubhanAllah SubhanAllah*

Star: JGN D LAYAN! JGN D LAYAN!!!!!

Me: APAKANN U ANI!!!

AstaghfirullahalAzim..

Pikirku th ia nampak apa2 yg tidak di ingini! Tempat atu lagi seram, gelap, bagas utan, baru lagi, jauh and terpencil. Of coz lah ku imagine lain. Sudah ku gtau aku ni over imaginasi! What do u aspect?

Kali panya ada laki2 bermotor ala2 gengster heading towards us. Fuhhh!!!! Lega cikit. The guys btanya sja sal keta sblah kami atu. If we know the owner. Astaghfirullahalazim... tekajut ku atu... Smpai sparuh jln bru th cool ckit.. Damn! But Alhamdulillah kami selamat lah.

To my Star, bnr2 me kajut tuuuuu... Tuhan saja tau cana kabak2 me mlm atu. Sorry i drove a lil fast jua. Bukan me marah u.. Me syg u kali ahhh :D ehehhehehe....

Ok then, enuf story telling.. aher udah..

Oreo Cheese Cake from Makcik's Bakery

Missing in the Pic: Emelo

The love ly, The Star, The organizer, Kake, My Star *mwah*

Btw there's another surprised cake for Ebih and Adey for their graduation last saturday. Congratulations you two! :)

* x o x o*

2009-11-05T23:59:00.003+08:00

Pixies from the BBQ.

* x o x o *

2009-11-02T15:06:00.002+08:00

Special Thanks.

Hi there. How's ur weekend?Mine is just an ordinary one. No plan on Sunday but there's an invitation on saturday to my b's BBQ. I have no idea BBQ tuk apa. Me & My Star arrived kinda late.. ada kali 9+pm.. Lalai2 kan "buang karan" saja.. hmmpftt!! Parut pun lapar tpi nda buleh makan. Tunggu Pai and d geng dtg lgi. Bru th mkn. Waiting n waiting.. datang drg c pai.. bca Doa makan den makaaaannnn....

While eating... ada org nyanyi.. "Happy birthday to you.." (mataku ani lirik2 meliat sapa yang birthday ani?) sambung lagi " Haaappy birthday to you.." (Liat2 lagi.. kiri kanan kehairanan.. kirai tajam2) "Haaappy birthday to Liiiisa" <--- ehhh?? Aku kah??WAAHAHAHAHAHA... *pleassantly surprised* huhuhu.."Haaaappy birthday to you~". There's a chocolate mud cake infront of me...nyummy~ loving and enjoying the cake huhu...nyaman kali ahhhh... lalalalalalaaa.

3 celebration took place that nite:

1. Belated birthday for Bro Rani (Puput's Bro)

2. Advance birthday for me

3. Congratulations for QiQi for her graduation on her Diploma :)

Thanks all for making it happening. Kajut ku plg .It was seriously unexpected..! To My Star, cuba lain kali jgn bawa "buang karan"? Buleh???? Bgi nyamal saja bh...Mun me banar2 nda mau jalan baru u tau.. This is not the first time ur teasing me THAT way.. dengan suaranya lagi tu.. erghhhh~ walaupun kan menyakat! *fuhh sabar sabar* but anyho, UR THE SWEETEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME! Love u!

To those yg absent *uhuk-uhuk* i understand ur absence.

Pix nanti th ku upload k. As i am using office's PC now.

Here i also like to wish those yg birthday this Month

1st - Cuz Aiza & Tasya

5th - Cuz Amy

7th Nov - Sarah JPG

10th Nov - Atien Stargazers

16th Nov - Nana Stargazers

19th Nov - Emel Stargazers

20th Nov - Nida MTSSR

23rd Nov - Tam JPG

24th Nov - Dye MTSSR

25th Nov - Adek JPG/Ozzy

* t h a n k - y o u *

2009-10-31T19:14:00.003+08:00

I HATE MY EX-BOYFRIEND!!!

WHATELSE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND??

2009-10-27T13:53:00.001+08:00

Your wish is my command.

May the Choices you make today make the choices you can live with tommorrow..

* e x h a l e *

2009-10-26T18:02:00.003+08:00

Jealousy Kills!
(I know~)

Jealousy is common in a relationship..

But is it wrong??

* confused *

I'm only Human! *Damn it*

2009-10-26T14:42:00.002+08:00

WHEN IT ENDS..

Life ends when u stop dreaming

Hope ends when u stop believeng

Love ends when u stop caring

Relationship ends when u stop sharing

* ? *

2009-10-25T21:07:00.003+08:00

WONDERFUL TONIGHT.

Hi all. How's your weekend? It's Sunday and believe it or not, i am not going anywhere today. Been with my family and my 2 silly sis all day long.

I think this is the first time that i'm not spending my weekend with my star. (except for "special" occasion *uhuk-uhuk*). She's involve in the committee for the futsal tourney between the teachers in Tutong today. From morning til late afternoon. Cian ia lalah.. so we decided lah not to go out. I'm giving her chance to rest as tonight got a BIG football match to watch later. She needs a rest to support her no.1 football club. To my teammates, sorry yah we're not joining the gathering. Bukan takut tapi healthy is out top priority. Hehe... but well yeah.. Good luck for the Reds tonight.

To My Star, basically i hate to spend my weekend without you.. But this weekend, is kinda restful for me. had enough rest, sleep and having plenty times with my family. Thanks to you dear.. mwahugs! i love you.

I kinda miss you.. terasa pun nada u today. Ur bz with works and me drmh sja with my family and myself. Handphone pun sunyi. Ok plang tapi terasa lah.. I am taking the opportunity jua tuk tdor and doing some filings of my docs. Batah dh rasanya nda relaks cani. Hehe... ada jua baiknya stay drmh ani :)

Oh Oh btw, the stargazers members are planning to stayovernight d Mangrove Paradise Resort on my Birthday. Me & My Star are invited to come over for a dinner sana. They were planning so because the next day ada cuti khas for teachers sempena hari guru kali.. akupun nda sure lah.
& & & & i was thinking.. "gerenti ada cake ni for me" or i am just berperasaan? So what.. biar tia perasaan ckit drpada nada. Angan2 pun nda papa bh :p Well anyhow, if, i am only saying "IFFFF" ada cake, i want it to be a chocolate mud from Mum's bakery ah. Orelse, oreocheese cake from Makcik's bakery. Lau nada, nda plg papa. Aku bali sendiri lah saja.. As i mentioned before, i'm not expecting anything to happen on my birthday *lalalalalalaa*

Currently listening to Wonderful Tonight by Damage.

Ok till then. Adios..

You know you love me * x o x o *

2009-10-24T17:31:00.002+08:00

Feel sorry to myself...
(I'm so Bored!!!)

Hello there.. how r u? hope u all is in a great condition. It's saturday. Had lunch wv my teamates tadi at Aminah Arif. Aku inda order apa2. ikut2 makan sja since i've alreasy eat at home. As u all know.. nothing beats the home cook :)

Im bored. Ada org ckp kalo boring update blog lah. Well..... time boring ani seriously nada ideaku apa kn d blog. Andd... takde mood ler~ Antam saja tia eyh..

My birthday is about a week plus. Haven't planned anything yet. Rasa kn makan sama fmaily saja drmh. I don't feel like to celebrate it. Ntah ahh... nada mood sja. Nada mood, Nada feel.
And i'm not expecting anything to happen. I don't wanna plan anything yet. Liat lah cana.. apa usulnya.. apa ku rasa on the date itself..

Anywayssss, i reaaaaally feel i wanna cycle A LOT! *Damn it* Nda ku tau lah napa. Banar2 ku kn bebiskal. AAhhhhhhh i have an idea! Lau esok nada papa, i wanna survey kadai biskal eh.
Tapi masalahnya, i dunno dmana jual biskal for adults! utk kanak2 taulah... d Giant pun ada :/ ceh~ we'll see lah tommorow kalo rajin. Lau ku malas, nda lah ku jln kali. Hmmmpft~

To my Star, i'm still looking forward for our date *malu* miss u dear. mwahugs!

* c h i o w *

2009-10-21T10:58:00.003+08:00

Inter-Asset Tourney.

Sponsored shoes

This picture was taken during the Inter-Asset Netball Tournament last saturday. We were in the 4th position. If u notice, i don't really sweat! Haha.. Out of 8 games, i only played 2 games.. atupun 2nd half.So wat gtu loh.. Sweating or not. Playing or not. Like a care.. eh saalah.. Like YOU care? Kasut free, seluar free, baju free.. jadi tah~ everything's sponsored tapi nda jua kna pakai during the tourney. Wasting. Inda ikhlas kali bah *oppss* lalalalalaa~ I don't wanna bluff a lot..

ok.. maju sukan untuk diri sendiri~

* w o o t - w o o t *

2009-10-21T10:50:00.003+08:00

HOUSEKEEPING.

This is What I call Housekeeping!!

I am on leave today for two days. Saja kn rehatkan diri. Tired of working plus i got lots of leaves to be clear before 31st December 2009. My plan for this two days leave is bersihkan all the drawers in my room. Since kedapatan my lil sis meruah.. soooooooo kn men-cencor th ku ni. If siap today, esok uruskan keta lagi. Insya-Allahi Taala.

Orites.. i better go continue this housekeeping... stress ku meliat!

* c h i o w *

2009-10-19T09:20:00.002+08:00

While We Were Out.

Sorry ah modelnya lahip and for your info jua it was unplanned so... ini je yg ade... btw, it was an AMAZING experience begmbar time tengah TENGAH hari.. Bh next time lagi ah.. Time subuh kali lagi bisai. Hva nice monday all..

* w o o t - w o o o t t t *

2009-10-14T10:26:00.002+08:00

u see the pic above?! Dats what i exactly want at the mo... Kan membali rasanya. But wat to do my $$ is limited. Just feels like cycling over Brunei. Last nite when i was cruising around KB, tpikir kn bebiskal. If ada biskal at least dpt round2 KB yg tak seberapa ani. Round kampong kh. Round Opis kh. Apa2 saja lah.. Dapat exercise and makan angin or buang angin. At least nda jua bosan d rumah. Kan jog payah jua nada dgn.

Oh yea about last nite.. masa ku round kadai KB.. ku liat semua tutup. Kiri tutup. kanan tutup. Ntah apa kh yg ada d KB ani akupun nda tau *sigh* boring tahap gaban... kli ku liat jam... alum lgi 7pm! dlm hati ku "WTH??!!" awal ani bh gelapnya. Dlm satu building atu. ada 2-3 storey kli sja yg buka. Hesh.... ertinya bisai th udah tu ku teranah d rmh mlm2 d KB ani. Nda rugi ku teranah and tidur awal. Hehe...

To my star, i miss you a lot. Seriously i wanna go cycling.. together with you..

2009-10-13T14:07:00.002+08:00

Our Raya, Our days, Our time :)

Start ngatil.. jgn inda

Balas.. jgn mengalah

Ucap ucap.. jgn beranti

Kalah kalahan.. sampai lalah

sudah lalah pandai beranti

Life is empty w/o you star... Love you & miss you a lot!
Cant wait to see you again :)

* P e a c e *

2009-10-08T15:24:00.001+08:00

Bagaimana Menyayangi Seseorang.

This is dedicated to my friend yg banar2 kn berubah. As a good friend, You know we're always here to support you. A good friend don't judge.We're here accepting you for who you are. May ur wish come true my beloved Friend. Semoga perubahan mu membawa kebaikkan dan kebahagiaan di dalam hidup mu. Amin. Enjoy reading.

Love always from,

Lil Star & My Star.

1. Sayangi dia dengan hati, bukan dengan perasaan. Jika anda meletakkan sesuatu perhubungan berdasarkan perasaan, ianya akan gagal kerana perasaan sentiasa berubah dari masa ke semasa.

2. Sayangi dia seadanya. Di dunia terdapat hampir 6 billion manusiadengan 6 billion personaliti. Dia sememangnya seorang yang istimewa danbiarkan ianya kekal begitu. Jangan sesekali terfikir untuk mengubahapa-apa tentang dia kerana sekali anda mengubah, selamanya anda akanterus mengubah dirinya. Tentu anda masih ingat, anda terpikat padanyakerana dia adalah dia. Maka, tiada alasan untuk anda mengubah dia untukmenjadi seseorang yang lain.

3. Sayangi dia sepenuh hati. Sesungguhnya dia telah banyak bekorbanuntuk anda. Dengan kelebihan yang ada padanya, dia berpeluang untukmenjalin hubungan dengan seseorang yang lebih sempurna tapi demi cinta,dia telah memilih diri anda. Maka, jangan sesekali cuba untukmempermain-mainkan keluhuran cintanya.

4. Hormati pendirian dan keputusan dia. Jangan anda merayu dan janganmencipta alasan supaya dia menerima cinta anda kerana kelak, yang andaakan dapat darinya hanyalah cinta simpati dan bukannya cinta setulushati.

5. Yakinkan diri anda akan keistimewaan dia. Dia adalah satu-satunya didunia ini dan jangan mengharapkan kesempurnaan dari dia kerana diatelahpun cukup sempurna semenjak anda mula terpikat padanya.

6. Percaya akan dirinya. Sentiasa bersangka baik padanya jika kita jugamahukan sebegitu darinya. Pastikan anda akan sentiasa meletakkan dirianda di tempatnya sebelum melakukan apa-apa. Jika anda sendiri tidakdapat menerimanya, apatah lagi dia.

7. Jangan berjanji menyayangi dia untuk selama-lamanya keranaselama-lamanya bagi anda mungkin akan berakhir keesokkan harinya, tapiberjanjilah untuk menyayangi dirinya seolah-olah setiap hari itu adalahhari yang terakhir untuk anda berdua.

8. BERCINTA dengannya adalah seperti memberi hati anda kepadanya untukdilukai tapi kepercayaan itu penting. Percayalah kepadanya, nescaya diaakan melindunginya sepenuh jiwa dan raga.

9. Jangan sesekali meninggalkan dia tanpa sebarang alasan. Dia bukanhanya akan setakat menangis kecewa dan kemudiannya meneruskan hidupseperti biasa, ketahuilah bahawa jiwanya akan mati secara perlahan.

10. Jangan cepat berbangga dengan diri anda, memenangi hatinya bukanlahsatu kejayaan yang mutlak tetapi anugerah itu hanya layak anda perolehisetelah anda berjaya menyayanginya sehingga ke akhir hayat. Ketahuilah,dia memilih anda adalah kerana dia percaya bahawa anda adalah seorangyang jujur dan akan menepati janji. Anda telah bersusah payah danberusaha sedaya upaya untuk memenangi cintanya, maka dengan ituharuslah juga anda berusaha untuk terus menyintai dirinya dengan apa jua keadaan sekalipun

p/s: You know who you are ;)

* hohoho... woot! wooooooott!! *

2009-10-07T09:16:00.002+08:00

. . . . .

Feeling wanna post sumthing but i dunno wat to post. Too much to share though.. Nada idea cana kn start.. Anyhow, i miss my star ..

* s i g h *

2009-10-02T11:25:00.001+08:00

IN CONJUNCTION WITH BSP'S 80th YEAR ANNIVERSARY.

walaupun hanya d blakang telingaNYA. Kekeke

* w o o t - w o o o o o t t t t *

2009-10-02T10:59:00.002+08:00

Will it melts?

Payah jua bekeraja sma orang nda sadar diri ani ah... Byk complaint udah kna report. Fed up sudah org kn bkraja sma ia. Kana cakapi udah hari-hari.. inda jua merati.. n now what? nda puas hati kna marah sorang2? pastu? kami kna ambil oleh? kami lagi kn ko api-apikn?

Eh perempuan, dgr sini ah.. jgn cakap hidupmu sial pasal bekraja sama kami. Mun perangai andang nda senonoh, apa-apa pun andang sial jua balasannya. Why do u hav to worry about others when u cannot worry about urself? think about it lah stupid.... you can sell ur stories but sorry ah not everyone is buying it... u know why? because not everone is a FOOL like you lah.. stop pretending and stop acting stupid. Talking about others will not solve ur problems. Be positive and stop that fake-sympathy-telling.

oh btw, selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin eh.. sorry nda lagi ku tesalam sma ko time raya ani. Mun ko atu jarang ada d opis... sampai2 ku LUPA wah kehadiran mu d opis ani. Sorry yeah!

p/s: Post ini hanya rekaan semata-mata. tiada kena mengena dengan yg hidup atau yg mati.

* p e a c e *

2009-09-28T14:02:00.002+08:00

Kenangang yang pahit lebih bermakna dari mimpi yang indah..

Ikan Kaloi

"Kenangan itu kadangkala teramat pahit untuk di redah, tetapi ia terlalu manis untuk dikenang. Hidup tak selalunya indah tapi yang indah itu tetap hidup dalam kenangan. Andainya hadirnya cinta sekadar untuk mengecewakan, lebih baik cinta itu tak pernah hadir. Kecewa bercinta bukan bermakna dunia sudah berakhir. Masa depan yang cerah berdasarkan pada masa lalu yang telah dilupakan. Hidup ini indah jika tahu menghargainya. Tapi ia amat menyakitkan andai kita melaluinya sambil lewa.. moga akan kembali ceria kehidupannya nanti..."

ahhh ngantok ku eh.. it's my first day of work and it's really tiring..

* i y e e a a h h *

2009-09-24T12:39:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum my muslim friends. How's ur raya celebration? Mine is just an ordinary one.
First day raya mcm besa jumpa granny and relatives di Kampong and KB. Second day stay drmh tunggu org KB datang.third.. Hmm siang drmh wv my sily sis.. Mlm sja jln. Atu pun yg hampir2 ani sja. Today, alum tau lgi kn bhpa. Jln or stay. Awaiting instructions from my parents lh.

I'm on leave until Monday. Plan kan beraya sma family kerumah cuzen2 yg rock2, tpi nda jua kna bawa. Ceh~ Booooring~Btw tomorrow we're gona hva mini open house. Starting from 2pm until foods finished. Sapa2 kn beraya, jemput lah dtg kermh. I'm not sure sapa2 sja my parents jemput & i don't know wats on d menu. But please do come as all my friends are invited.

This saturday, i plan to go down to KB. Beraya sana. Kan mengaga sapa2 yg patut di aga lah.
I haven't inform them plg.Esok th ku msg. After dari KB plan kn beraya lagi lah arah geng2 d Bandar jua. JPGs and exmates lah hehe.. To my Loyal blog reader (you know who u are), bgitah ku address mu, kau pun kan ku aga ni. Jangan th kn eksen. Sediakan angpow ah tarus. hehehe..

Ok then. Hope this raya will brings u joy and happiness as this is the time for us to gather and update around us.

To the drivers out there, Drive Safe and Be safe!

* woot wooooott !! *

2009-09-23T13:58:00.003+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY 2009!

Happy teachers Day to All of the teachers in Brunei Darussalam, teachers from Stargazers members especially to My Star, Cikgu Ernie, semoga menjadi guru yang tabah dan bertauladan, menjadi guru contoh kepada semua guru-guru (AMINNNNN Ya Rabbal Al-Amin). Love you cikgu. Hehehe...

Ok everybody, let's sing along with me:

Jasa mu bagaikan cahaya~
pelita dalam hidupku~
menerangi masa depanku~
yang serba tidak tahu~

guru oh guru~
engkau insan yg berjasa~
menaburkan ilmu~
kepada semua~
tak kira rupa bangsa~

berbakti pada negara~
membimbing anak bangsa~
mendidik sehingga sempurna~
tegakkan cahaya agama~
setia pada raja~
negara aman sejahtera~

ntah lurus kh inda tu lirik ku ah. hehehe... enjoy ur raya celebration all..

* woot woooooot!! *

2009-09-22T00:25:00.004+08:00

LIL SMILE.

* woot wooooootttt *

2009-09-21T07:45:00.003+08:00

Good Morning Syawal.

Singing:

Hai selamat hari raya~ kaaaami semua ucapkan~

Good Morning Syawal. It's the first day of raya in Brunei and the time shows 7:47am since im blogging. Mood raya ku alum ada.. heleeppp~ helep~ hopefully later after jumpa grannies and Daniya or or sapa2 saja lah, mood raya ku ada..Amin. Ani rasanya kn stay drmh th plg. Adoi.. Astaplajim... Ok then. Better get going...

Selamat Hari Raya All.. Jemputlah dtg beraya kermh ye. Jgn th malu-malu :)

* woot woooooot! *

2009-09-19T16:39:00.005+08:00

GOOD BYE RAMADHAN :(

Hello my fellow friends.. Its now almost the end of ramadhan. Sedih? yes i am quite sad about it.
Gerenti terasa ni kehilangannya. Besa balik kul 1. Keraja pun nda hari2 drive. Dpt tdur dlm kreta. Hehehe....

I really enjoy my month of Ramadhan. Awal balik kaja & Car pooling. Siuk lah this way. Kalo selalu cani kn bisai. Byk masa rehat and spent time with the Family, Friends, My star & Myself. Comfortable rasanya tinggal drmh sendiri together with my own family especially my two silly sis. and seriously i feel HOME-SWEET-HOME!!!! Kalo kn lepak pun happy cani ani. Hehe... My preparations for raya .. mcm besa saja. except baju sja alum beambil. Nt sure siap or nda.
malas kumikirkn. saaakit saja hati ku... *ergh*

Here i would like to wish all my family, my muslim friends, My Star, JPG teammates, teman kecewa,Stargazers friends, colleagues and my loyal blog readers (especially c Amal!!) Selamat Hari raya Aidilfitri, Maaf zahir & Batin (walau batin tak tersentuh hehe..). Minta d halalkan makan dan minum ku, mana2 yg tersalah cakap, kata-kata yg terguris hati, mata yg terjaling, sorry yeah.. maafkan & ampunkan dosa2 gue.

Btw, too bad, i havent have the raya mood yet *sigh* Ok then. gtg first. See u on the next post.

* Woot! woot! *

2009-09-15T09:33:00.003+08:00

Mendung..

Mendung tak bererti hujan~
Yakinlah itu satu cobaan~
Masih ada ruang kesempatan memilikinya~

Aku ingin mencari ketenangan diri~
Agar hidup ini~
Bukanlah sekadar mimpi~

Aku ingin kau tahu isi hatiku~
Ku cinta padamu kasihku padamu~
Putih tak ternoda~
Untuk dirimu~
Hanya untukmu...~

hoo~ wooo~

this song stucks inside my head!
ceh!!

* p e a c e *

2009-09-14T17:30:00.000+08:00

Quote of the day:

"eating is social, but when u diet, u diet alone"
" happiness is like eating and suffering is like diet."

2009-09-14T17:14:00.004+08:00

im confused.
either way i gotta lose..
i lose.

I'm weak.
God please give me strength.
Im not sure how long will this last.
I'm so weak.
All i know is i gotta be strong..
i just need some strength to live
I'm totally lost.
i guess all i gotta do is pray for the best.

She left her cd in my car and i am currently listening to these songs; tanpa kekasih ku, cinta d hujung jalan, bukan cinta biasa...

and now my heart is singing:
aku sangat mengenal mu~
aku juga cintai mu tapi...

dulu kau tak begitu~
kau bintang di hatiku~
jadilah yg ku mau~

*sigh*

Bukan cinta biasa - Afgan

kali ini kusadari~
aku telah jatuh cinta~
dari hati ku terdalam~ s
ungguh aku cinta padamu~

cintaku bukanlah cinta biasa~
jika kamu yg memiliki~
dan kamu yg temaniku seumur hidupku~

terimalah pengakuanku~
percayalah padaku~
semua itu kulakukan~
karna kamu memang untukku~

cintaku bukanlah cinta biasa~
jika kamu yg memiliki~
dan kamu yg temaniku seumur hidupku~
seumur hidup ku~

i love it when she sings it to me. Only she can captured my heart wv this song.. damn i miss her so much!

2009-09-14T09:37:00.002+08:00

MONDAY BLUES..

*woot~ woot~*

2009-09-13T11:26:00.004+08:00

SANTAI SUNDAY.

HeyyyyHooooo~ It's Sunday Morning.. i haven't cleep since sahur. After sahur i got this stomach pain.. Cannot sleep. Watched DVD, Ghosts of girlfriends past. Siukk cetanya and i realised there's a sunshine outside. After done watching, went straight for laundry. Then cleaning the living room bit-by-bit. (Actually i planned to modified a lil, tpi my mom ckp jgn tah.. Sooo nda jadi lah). After cleaning up here and there, up and down... Hva rest kajap thenn liat tv. Brother Bear was on the show. So Teranah lah liat smpai abis. N now... masuk bilik. Blogging!! Boohooo~ *boring*

*thumbs up*

Currently im listening to Selfish by N Sync and Until the time is through by 5ive!! Huh~ I know it's and old school boyband songs.. So wat gtu loh..? Kinda miss the good old days masa skulah.Though im kinda a loner person. *which i still AM right now* Never had a stable friends. Nor bestfriends.. Kalo ada bestfriend skulah,, nda th kira skulah ugama kh, skulah melayu kh, english kh, gerentii ia pindah skulah the next year.. I just used to it already~ Even until im working. I don't really have anyone who is very close to me. Except the ONE that i love the most..you know who u are. Only u i talked to. Only i turn to. n i hope, Only u understands... Only u, my Star.

To YOU whom i called "friends", yeah u are my friends. No matter how.. I don;t judge my friends and I mean it.. (hmmmmpft~ apa kn? mind this entry. I guess im just bored).

Bla blabla... Ok guys.. sing a long with me~

Selfish:

You can call me selfish~
But all I want is your love~
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)~
Cause I'm hopelessly in love~
You can call me unperfect~
But who's perfect?~
Tell me what do I gotta do~
To prove that I'm the only one for you~
What's wrong with being selfish?~

* p e a c e *

2009-09-12T22:18:00.002+08:00

Santai Saturday Night.

Hi. It's 2208hrs since im blogging. Its saturday nite and i'm home all day long. Kinda bored. Since nada plan atu, malas rasanya kn bangun. Even d rmh ani mata ani kn tdooor sja rasanya. Pokoknya maalaas lah kn buat apa-apa. I think it's been a while ku nda bermalas cani ani.
Santai berabisss~

What pissed me the most bout tonight is.. Internet connection Sinting!!!!!

* b u s e t *

2009-09-12T10:09:00.002+08:00

Tsunami in Heaundae.

Hello everybody. How's ur ramadhan so far? Mine's is just an ordinary one. Macam besa saja. Btw its the 22nd Ramadhan today and seriously, i haven't had a proper sungkai out wv My Star alone yet. Ada plg tapi yg unplanned lah. Yg fancy2 takde. May be not this year lh kali. Our mode this year would be "Sungkai ala kadar".

Yesterday my Star & I went to the cineplex to watch Tsunami. It's a Korean Movie. Though sangal membaca subtitle plus org sblah bising melayan anak/cucunya which kami terpaksa pindah duduk sal sanak dengan karenah org sblah ani, all i can say about the movie is.. KESIAANNN.... And bgi kabak2... bgi Nangis ada jua. The unexpected disasters killed the thousands of people and destroys their city in just a few seconds. Yg sandinya lagi.. they saw the BIG WAVE just right infront of their eyes!!! Those yg di pantai semua lari trying to go the the safest place, Yg terabah, abis kna pijak2. When the wave hits the city, Mana yg terstuck dlm building. mana lagi yang tekaran. Mana lagi the safety guard HAVE to sacrifies themselves.
They lost their beloved ones, family and friends :'( Arghhhh sedih....................... *uwweeeekkkkk!* Hancur lah semua. Kesiannn... bgi rawa ati *awww*

Lalalalaaa enough said, after movie went to McD to break the fast. Oh oh btw we bumped into Da65 at the Mall. Drg pun liat movie ceta the Ugly Truth.

Ok gtg for now. See u in the next post. In a few more days We are just gonna step to month of Syawal. Inda terasa owh~ And Alhamdullilah i only missed one day of puasa sal jadi musafir msatu.

* p e a c e *

2009-09-11T10:56:00.003+08:00

Good Morning people.

It's Friday today and again TGIF!I missed my flight today coz aher bangun. i guess i had OVERSLEEP!!Luan kanyang kali n tired due to nda tdor ptg kmarin. I slept before 9pm last nite and tadi pagi terbangun at 6am! Called up Weweh asking wat time bekumpul, kali ia ckp "6:15am". atu iaaa nda lh ku sampat car pooling. Paksa pakai flight sendiri n drive sendiri. Booring~

Wat's up for my last weekend? Sungkai out with JPGs d Mulaut BBQ King. OK lah tempatnya. uasana kampong and menunya pun menu kampong :) During the weekend,I went to miri with my Star & teammates. Overnight dsana. Actually plan kn ulang-alik. Kali since it's a long weekend, we're thinking gerenti panjang Que, less time for shopping, gerenti ngaleh and berabut.So overnight lah sja. Since ada discount for shell rates and kami sharing jua.

Here are some pix taken during the Sungkai out and 7th years anniversary for Cikgu Ernie's Event!

Hai kamu...

16, 11 & 28

Mr & Mrs Piyai (Ka Gdah)

16 and spouse.

Happy 7th years teaching My STar!!

Grrrrrr......

"Happy 7 years Cikgu Ernie. From Lil Star & All of us"

Guru contoh?

With the gift.

* p e a c e *

2009-09-09T11:22:00.003+08:00

WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAPPEN WHEN.....

everytime whenever i wanted to see you so bad?!
everytime whenever i miss u so much?!
everytime whenever we planned to see each other?!!
everytime when we feel its a perfect timing?!
everytime when we were about to be NEAR?!
everytime when i need and DYING foryour touch n hugs??!!

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know SHIT HAPPENS sometimes and it sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK IT! Not in a mood!!
SORRY!!!!

* p e a c e *

2009-09-04T08:04:00.004+08:00

Yeahhh its friday and its the 2nd week since Ramadhan. Sooo tired and lazy to go to work. Mana inda, everyday after sahur tarus besiap to go to work. Kalo tdur balik gerenti pyh-pyh kn bangun. Sleepless and restless rasanya. Fuh!! And TGIF!! Btw, this coming Monday is gonna be a Public Holiday for the Revelation of The Quran. I Can't wait for the loooonggg weekend huhuhuhuhuu ;)

To My Star, happy 7th years of teaching yesterday, 3rd September 2009. I wish for your success in your career. Semoga berjaya menjadi guru damit hingga ke guru besar, Naik pangkat, Naik gaji. Amin Amin Ya Rabbal Al-Amin. To JPG frens, thanks for the celebration last night. It was FUN together with the WARS of firecrackers!! Hahaha.. Thanks a LOT! To Sarah, thanks sediakan hadiah utknya. Kekeke... Walaupun hanya sebatang sampan, bguna jua untuk memblast badil! Hahaha... Ok. Chow for now! JPG ROCKSS!!!!

* a d i o s - a m i g o s *

2009-09-02T20:16:00.005+08:00

NOT A GOOD DAY FOR ME.

Helloo.. it's the 12th Ramadhan today. How's everybody doing? Hope everybpdy is doing great and in a very good condition. Arghhhhh this headache is killing me. Tadi bjln pun mcm ayung2 ckit. Rasa kn muntah ada jua.. Paksa control.

Had sungkai outting wv x-ND/SCI/16 yesterday. 9 of us was coming with Fatin's bf along. Thanks for coming all. You attendance is highly appreciated! It was a fun out thingy.. tpi this year kmi nda jln2 to do other activities. No more pooling, karaokeing n jln2. After sungkai semua tarus balik. Except me, joining my star & stargazers to the Mall. Semua th kn malas kn bjln. Pasal umur kli bh ahh.. ahahaha LOL! Kidding yaw~

Masa sungkai i found that i got one Miss called. I tot it was from my Star. Happy ku sudah. Kali panya org lain! Its someone from the past. Someone who hurts me the most! Balik2 kn mc org every month! Setiap bulan adaa th tu ia mc sekali. Kes sasak.. i called him!! Asking napa ia mc n bla bla bla.... Kali ia ckp apa nah? Just wanna say selamat berpuasa, kan tanya how r u? Last month ku msg msa ia mc, nda jua kna reply. Logic kh tu???!!!!! Lau bnr ko kn btnya.. tnya bisai2 bh.. hendak seribu daya, tak hendak seribu daleh!

Hey BOY, wat do u aspect from me? U are the one who let me go! ur the one who WANTS me to GO!!!! Do u remember how u said "GO"? And said those things that u were seeing someone and ur guilty that ko jumpa aku! WTH???!!!!!! IT was harsh boy!!!! Banci ku cara mu ah.. seriously, bila ku ingat pasal ko ani, BANCI ku! BANCI BERABISSS PAHAM KO????

I asked you, kenapa kn tanya kabar? the other day msa d BRIDEX atu gf mu kh? Baik ia nda marah ni ko contact aku ani?

And u simply asnwered, i don't know her marah kh inda, msa d BRIDEX i wanted to say how r u, tpi u were running. AM I RUNNING????!!! HELLOOOO??!! Dear Star, did we run?? Prasan ku kami yg asi2 membubut kau. Bukan plg apa.. kn btanya sja napa ko mc2 aku every month dpn GF mu ah!!! Tapi nda kesampaian. Pandai ko TTR wang! Lau ku running nda ko nmpak aku everywhere! Ko yg running!! Ur the one who tried to avoid! B@$T**D! n once again, mun BANAR ko kn btanya... AGA bh bnr2. bubut bh lau ku running ah. MUA MU LAHH!!!! Adang th ko kn blagak suci sana atu! Banci ku plg!!

I bet u saw me first, u know i was there and u stood besides me. Bila ku toleh, napa th ko mcm PATUNG marong2 muha meliat org ani? What's ur point? Nda payah marung kli ahh... Mun bnr ko kn btanya kabar, buleh jua kali ko btanya saat atu.. i was just NEXT to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lastly u hung up the phone and text me that i'd lost connection. Ko pikir aku palui kh? Mun bnr aku yg lost connection, napa nda call balik? Ko jua yg bhajat kn btanya kabar.. ko ani andangnya ni. Kn berlagak suci saja kajamu. Boring!! Be urself lah SUCKER!!!

Heshh!! musykil ku ko ni wang.. I've heard a lot about you. You were out wv some girls. Ada org ckp d girl berisi. Ada yg ckp lawa + ada fight sma aku *lol* (lawa bnr kh aku ani smpai fight2). Smpai ku sendiri meliat ko sma bini2. So why bother about me? Agath bh. Nda jua ku ngacau hidup mu. Nda jua ku minta apa2 dri kau. Nda jua ku beutang pat mu. I'm sorry i cant be that soft to you anymore. I just don't wanna be fool by u..

btw, u suck!!!

Huhhh..... sorry peeps. It's kinda HOT in here. Sakit pala ku. Mana stress lagi dlm office. Malas kn ckp lh~ But so wat gtu loh! ehehehe..

To my Star, BIG thanks for your support. Glad to have u around me. :)

Here's some photos taken during the gathering. Enjoy~

mij, lis, moj

geng gusti!! ahaha

Hj Huda, mij's bf n us.

416 yo!! ahahaha

Lapar kh?

Mih + 416 = 4165? hahaha out!

always the sweetest! ahahah LOL

*winks*

Moj n myself

All of us.
Backrow: Uncle Aswir, Mizah@Moj, Myself, Nida n Azri
Sitting: Halid@Lanjan, Fatinn@Mij, Shimah n Hani Mastika

Absentees: Sahir, Rina, Nurul, Rahimah n Muthi?? haha..

I had fun wv u all. Thanks for coming ah... Jgn jara dtg sja. Hehehe nanti lgi gather. Time semua available k. To Hani, good luck for ur studies and happy advance raya, maaf zahir & batin. Take care always. Jgn gauk2 mcm cboy.

* p e a c e *

2009-09-01T10:52:00.002+08:00

TEKA TEKI BUANG BORING!

Soalan: Kenapa anak babi bejalan tunduk?

Jawapan: Pasal ia malu ia anak babi!

Ahahahahaha LOL!!!

* p e a c e *

2009-08-31T16:56:00.002+08:00

UNWELL.

I'm so unwell today. went to seek a doctor td. Huhhh.. got few medications given. since im fasting sooo mls lah kn ambil Its ok. I'll just take it as dugaan puasa.

Btw i am missing someone.. terribly missing someone..i just simply don't know what to do.. to contact or to back off.. i feel like crying.. OH NO!!! I cried thinking of it.. headache, pain, weak, suffering? im just so so afraid. i feel i have no guts at all to make those move and i had never feel anything like this before. in case ur reading this, i just want u to know that I MISS YOU A LOT!!!! REALLY REALLY MISS YOU A LOT!! So sorry for anything that happened. Never meant to hurt you.. God please lead me the way.. i just want things to be right..

* a p a r t *

2009-08-26T13:09:00.001+08:00

CAR POOLING.

Ohaayoo!! Helo helo heloo... wassup wassup brasap!! It's the 5th day of ramadhan and a 2nd day for me to start working. The weather seems so cold here at KB. tadi pgi dri jerudong nmpak awan hitam tebal. Kan ujan usulnya. Bila lintas tutong.. fuyoooo lebat oo.. lucky i'm not driving!
Dapat tdor kajap-dua-kajap.

Well, during this Ramadhan i will commute myself from Bndar to KB everyday. Aku join my colleague, Ratna, with 2 of her frens. We will take turns day by day to drive our car. Meet somewhere then go to work together. Aman rasanya lau cani hari2. So far i haven't drive my car yet. Yth sanang tdo. Kna drivekn lagi, duduk blakang lagi, pastu ujan lagi, sajuk lagi..
Whoaaaaa Blissss!!!!!

I found some advantages here:

Save fuel
Save energy
Save car parking slot
Save time to avoid traffic jam
Save $$$
;)

Ok peeps. i gtg first. Ni d opis. Kn balik th ni... c u in the next post insyaAllah. Daaaa....

* p e a c e *

2009-08-23T21:07:00.002+08:00

Second day fasting.

Alhamdulillah my puasa today went well. Td pg got nothing to do. My Star turun bandar den trus lah ku minta dgni cari brg jap. After bli barang lepak drumh.Lau nda buat papa gerenti terasa waktu n terasa lapar puasa. So we decided to go karaoke!!!! So bekaraoke lah kami d bilikku.......... smpaiii 10min lgi kn badok! ahahahahahah jobless bnr jua udah tu... but i was fun tho.. walaupun th smpai karing leher menyumbangkan suara. My lil sis pun join jua wv us! Cukup dgn gaya tersendiri! Steady sisss.....! To my Star, jgn jara ahhh.. eehehehe mwahugs! Love u!!

* p e a c e *

2009-08-22T20:33:00.002+08:00

First day posa.

Alhamdulillah. My frist day of Ramadhan went well. Went for a Movie tadi wv My Star and MulAdey. After movie went straight to Stadium. Bli brg sungkai. Hehehe kmi masing-masing sungkai d rumah masing-masing since it's the first day Ramadhan. Its good to gather with the family jua kn so why not.. :)

Esok masih plan kan sungkai drmh since lama sudah nda rasa mummy's cooking. Aku plg tu tesliur one of my fav dishes!! sia-sia pon. Mummy sja pndai tu buatkn. Hehe.. walaupun mulut mummy munjung td bila ku request, nda ku kiraaaaa, mau mummy jua masakkan! Hehehehe..... N now im thinking.. what to do the next 2 days. Rest lah sja kli dulu.. nanti2 th bjln. :) Tpi lau kna bwa jln, jln plg ni.. hahaha..

Ok till then. I'm out of words sudah. Nda ku tau apa kn ceta jua. Hehehe.. to my star, i miss you a lot! hugs & kisses all the way from bandar.. mmmmwahugs!

* p e a c e *

2009-08-21T21:15:00.004+08:00

KB TOURNEY.

Its a field match.
Sunny in the Morning.
VeryWindy.
Raining at late afternoon.
Surprise birthday for c NIT.
It was FUN.

Birthday Girl! Cik Nita~ ahaha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
It's a tradition to JPG!! Hahaha

GO GO GO!!!

strategy.. strategy..

strategy talking..

ntah apa kah ku ckp ah..

When Alai kicking

My Star is there too playing for Sirens ;)

Warm up session

Run Run Run

Steady JPG

Hello to Hjh Mas. She's playing for sirens as well..

* p e a c e *

2009-08-21T20:58:00.002+08:00

MAKAN-MAKAN BEFORE PUASA.

Yesterday, byk invitation makan2 d office. Kan menyampati sedakah before puasa. Dept kami ada jua yg blanja makan. BIG thanks to Ka Lisa n Patrick for your treat. Loving the Lasagna. Dept sebalah pun manggil jua makan2. Then one my fren belanja minum lgi d CB. Thanks Fern for the drinks. Saajuk parut ku minum2 saja.. Lunch ada lgi invitation treat d BSRC. Inda ku sanggup dtg. Full berabis rasanya. But Alhamdulillah lah jua...

Then mlm, ada lagi small makan. Sempena meraikan my cuzen, c Nijan. She was awarded as "Pekerja Terbaik" by her company. Congrates Jan. Jgn jara bekraja :)

Sae Lee, myself, Ka Shidah

AJK! (teclash bh baju kami.. nda sengaja hehe)

Boss kecik, Kulikang, small boss

* p e a c e *

2009-08-21T09:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FASTING.

Hello everybody... I would like to wish you all a Happy fasting Month. To my Parents, My Star, family, cousins, friends, team mates, colleagues, loyal blog readers... Selamat berpuasa.. Ampunkan dosaku if ada pernah terkasar bahasa hingga terguris hati, halalkan makan minum ku.. Semoga ibadah kitani di terima oleh Allah S.W.T.. Amin...

* p e a c e *

2009-08-19T21:37:00.003+08:00

OPAL ENGGAGEMENT.

Attended an OPAL Enggagement (Operation Alignment) at BSRC yesterday. It's kinda introducing the new system, new operation and new organization to our company. Inda semua departments kana this alignment lah. Only for under Asset Unit. I'm not sure if it's gonna work or not. But hopefully, there's a success in a long or short term. Pasal aku bh under Asset unit *erks* apa2 pun.. will always pray for the best.. Amin.

From Left to right:

KaZana, JuliQ, Ka Lisa(tyng tyng), Ka Hasiah, Myself and Timah.

* p e a c e *

2009-08-19T21:19:00.002+08:00

Time saja-saja.

We saja-saja jalan-jalan cari makan. Actually planned kn lepak wv some frens. Due to drg nda dpt, so kami chow lah sja. Below are pix taken during the makan-makan. Btw kami makan-makan d Mulaut BBQ Fast Food somewhere d rimba ani jua lah. Buang stress yaw~

De Star & Lil Star

mmmmmmmmwah!!

Chilli sauce?? No thanks!!!

Thanks Star for the company. Missing you a lot oredi.. I feel a bit relief even skajap sja jumpa :)

* h u g s *

2009-08-19T12:23:00.001+08:00

STORY TIME.

Yo Old Lady,
cana buleh ko tau aku inda buat kaja?
Sibuk jua ko dang.
Ko bgi ku IPF?
Ko buatkn Task & Target ku?
Aku bekeraja utk kau?
Ko BOSS kU??
Tani sama division kh??

Oi dang,
lau bukan boss, jgn berlagak mcm boss!
Mun kulikang, kulikang jua!!!
Nda pyh sombong.
nda pyh mengata orang!!

Ko ckp aku nda buat kaja yg kna suruh,
dari mana ko dgr dang??
Ko sama jua danggggg jgn th dulu kan aku~
All u do is talk talk talk n bla bla blaa..
talk rubbish, talk nonsense, talk puki, talk palir antah nda ku tau!
Complaint is all u've got!
Meeting sma kau.. subahanaalh.. Ko dtg kul 9.
Dari kul 9 smpai tghari ko sja bckp.
Makcik, tani meeting bukan kn mendgr ko bckp nonsense2 atu,
org kn intro tani sal kaja ah,
kan explain pasal kaja,
cana kan buat,
jgn udah kn membuat kaja, betanya2 lagi mcm inda pernah kaja ajar.
Bayie ko..
Ko pikir ko tuha, veteran, org kn hormat kau?
Mun perangai inda senunuh, alum org kn hormat!
PALAT lah kau!!!
Ptui!!!

Quote:

"hormati diri sendiri sebelum org lain menghormati kitani"

* p e a c e *

2009-08-10T13:17:00.003+08:00

A visit to Daniya.

After attending the cuzen's wedding, we went straight ahead to visit Daniya. It was my plan though.. since ku lamaaaaaaa sudah nda jumpa ia and i can sense that she missed me so much! ahahhahahahahah LOL!!! Pasal she seemed so happy wah nmpak aku... layan sja tia~

The Grannies and Grand-daughter.

Daniya & Wawa girl.

We LOVE you Daniya..!!!

* m w a h *

2009-08-10T13:08:00.002+08:00

Attended.

Attending a cousin's wedding yesterday at Hua Ho Mall. My mom naik dulu pakai lift whereas my 2 silly sis & I naik pakai escalator. saja-saja makan angin n mlas be-Que jua. Sudah smpai arah Hall..saw my mom's waving. Kajut ku liat the table's no.

* hu - hu *

2009-08-08T11:31:00.003+08:00

Bismillah....

Napa kn aku lapar lapar sja ani???

* e r g h *

2009-08-06T20:59:00.000+08:00

Tears..

The silent cry for help has never been so loud.

* s i g h *

2009-08-06T19:05:00.004+08:00

STARVING.

Ever since you come along into my life,
I had never been so out all alone by myself again..

* h u r t s *

2009-08-06T18:49:00.002+08:00

Disappointed driver.

Nobody knows & nobody cares

* w h y ? *

2009-08-03T09:00:00.001+08:00

BIG "E"

E....llleeeehhhhhhhhhh~

2009-08-02T12:49:00.003+08:00

WHAT DAA......?

Disappointed?

Marah?

Nyamal?

Down?

Crying?

Banci?

Cinta?

Rindu?

Sanak?

Sayang?

Hurt?

Give up?

Fed up?

Weak?

Strong?

Spoiled?

Guilty?

Confuse?

Blur?

Bangang?

Speechless?

Lost?

Regret?

Satisfied?

Wrong?

Right?

Happy?

Sad?

Fucked up?

Pissed?

No one?

Sucks?

Is that how u feel my dear?

I have a mixed up feelings here as well.

Whatever feelings u r feeling right now, that's what exactly im feeling too.

It's just that i have NO IDEA what to do next..

No Idea how to make things right.

No idea what to do to make things right.

Totally no idea n seriously im LOST.

One thing i want you to do,

Make me stay if you want me to stay

Or else

Just leave me alone if u don't want me to stay

Its your call..

Correct me if i'm wrong

* p e a c e *

2009-08-01T13:14:00.002+08:00

i just got back home dari urusakan apa2 yg patut. damn i'm tired....

Dear Star,

I Miss You..

* H U G S *

2009-07-31T15:36:00.000+08:00

OFFICE POLITIC SUX!!

Apa lahh.. lau inda puas hati,

ckp lah dpan2.

Ani main belakang sja..

Cana kn puaskan hati lau ckp main blakang saja?

Mau bunuh org sendiri kah?

Pooorahh!!!

* p e a c e *

2009-07-31T10:52:00.003+08:00

FRIENDS FOREVER.

WHAT GOOD IS A FRIEND.

I once read an article regarding a good friend.

This is how a number of young people responded when asked "What makes a good friend?"

someone who will support you no matter what
someone you can trust and who won't judge you
someone who won't put you down or deliberately hurt your feelings, but will show kindness and respect
someone who will love you not because they feel they have to because you're their friend, but because they choose to
someone whose company you enjoy and whose loyalty you can depend upon
someone who will be there no matter what your situation is
someone who is trustworthy and not afraid to tell you the truth, no matter how hard it is sometimes
someone who can laugh when you laugh
someone who will stick around when things get rough
someone who makes you smile
someone who can accept you for who you are, and just lend you an ear when you need to whine or complain
someone who will cry when you cry
someone who will give you room to change.

Aku heran bin ajaib, why does someone whom i called "FRIEND" being disrespectful to me. I helped her, tell her the truth, do watever she asked, trust her, tell her watever she wants to listen, being an ear for her, an eye for her, give her company whenever she wants.

Bila bemasalah diri ani jua d cari, denganya belepak, dengannya bechatting, betipun. Atu bilanya bemasalah, udahnya inda bemasalah... entah hilang kemana.

And now what? Masalah mu sudah selesai sudah and lagi skali tinggalkan aku lagi. Remember dear, couple buleh cari lain but not a good friend. Kalo kmu inda anggap aku good friend, nda kamu mencari aku. I'm not saying i'm ur good friend. But being there for you had never been a burden to me. I'm doing it with a sincere heart.

To YOU, I know ur reading this.. I was shocked last time masa we chat on MSN. Kekasaran ku cara mu ah. Nda pernah ko buat catu. Sejak bila? was it because ur gf called me cari u? Macam tah aku yg suruh gf mu tpun aku. Macam tah ku tau ia kn menelipon *astee* I was telling you pasal i thought it's important for you to know. Lain macam saja suara gf mu atu. Macam menangis. Terasa ku ia mencari ko brabisan and desperately needs you. Ku tanya kenapa, inda jua ia bckp. And i didn't aspect that ko kn bekasar th plg. Nda plg ketara cara mu atu. coz its indirectly. You can say ani sekadar, or aku sensitive, but if these things happened to you im sure ko pun terANNOYED. I'm sorry if my act makes u mad or unsatisfied. I'm dissapointed all the way. wth~

Kawan apa kn tu? Gila jua~

Kalo ku tau cani jadinya, nda ku kn terasi-asi lagi. Btw, i don't regret anything that i ever did to you guys. As i told u before, i do it with a sincere heart. Coz i know how much u needed someone and i appreciate that u turned into me. Aku pun pernah catu.

You want me to ignore? Bh bh i'll ignore it.

I'm not perfect.. neither do you.

p/s: to everybody, this is my personal blog and i can post anything i want. If u don't like it, Why bother?

* p e a c e *

2009-07-30T15:35:00.002+08:00

I'M IN LOVE !

Seriously, i'm in love with this model.

Its Nokia 5800.

I like~

* w i n k *

HATE IT!

2009-07-30T10:31:00.003+08:00

Hate it!!!

I'm using my DST sim to e398 and B.Mob sim to E65 since my N70 got error. Hmmpft~ bgi sasaknya e398 atu... btahnya charging!! Dari tadi 8+ until now 10+ aluuuum th lagi fully charge. not even halfly charged!!! Heshh!!!!!

FYI to all, i lost all my contact no.'s arah N70.

I don't like eh!!

seriously i DON'T!!!

* p e a c e *

2009-07-24T11:34:00.002+08:00

Tell Her..

Can somebody tell her how much i....

* s i g h *

2009-07-23T20:41:00.003+08:00

Outing with my family.

Last Monday nite i went out with my family. Cruising around Bandar then makan sumwer hometown. Huhuu... After makan we go straight back home coz my dad ada gathering with his friends. Odw to our home.. Me & both of my silly sis standing d belakang ranger our dad. Saja makan angin. Let the pictures do the talkings..

My beloved Daddy & Mummy

Sis

Lil Sis

Big Sis

Lahip bh usul sorang2 *damn*

Big Sis & Lil Sis *wink*

Huhuhuhuhu....

Snap!!

beuri banar. pose pun nda mau. Doh~

* p e a c e *

2009-07-23T14:16:00.002+08:00

Tooth Care Center

I just came back from the Dental Clinic & i don't like the Denstist!!! Ermm i mean... i don't like to see to the destist ever again....

really hate that ZZZZiiiiNNNgGgggg sound!

takutttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

* p e a c e *

2009-07-22T11:26:00.003+08:00

EFF YOU SEE KAY!!!!

My N70 got crashed!!!
Shittt!!!!!!
Nyasal rasanya nda bali hp di Spore!
shit eh!!!
Sapa punya salah ni nah?
Nada org!
Wawawwaaa
*Erghh!!!!*

ok im cool. My hp got crased last nite. blank putih sja..
damn it! i gotta buy a new one th ni.
or else, paksa th meruah ni cari hp lama..
seriously, im heart broken!

* Fu*k!!! *

* p e a c e *

2009-07-21T14:01:00.002+08:00

SLEEPY HEAD.

Ahhhhh feeling damn sleepy. Its been 10 days i didn't come to work due to course attended, public hols, leave and weekends.. krg balik rmh gerenti pengsan ne...

* p e a c e *

2009-07-18T00:51:00.003+08:00

Can't Sleep...

ahhhh i just got back from a movie wv my star n some stargazers friends; AdeyMulder, NanaNapi, ImasAtien.. we watched Harry Porter. i cant comment the movie itself since ku terrrtdo during the movie. Maybe lalah kali sal byk kn d uruskn siang atu, nda cukup tdo or andang boring? i don't know. u judge. ehehehe yg ku tau this movie banyak cakap saja.. so kalau kan liat make sure u get enought rest and isi parut cikit supaya ada concentration kn fahamkan movie atu. in my case.. terlampau lalah, parut kosong, yatah kali tu pasalnya beulah dalam cinema. Huhu...

its now 1248am since im blogging. mata ku inda mau tdo. missing someone i guess... ehehe..
star, i miss you so much.... mwahugs!

* p e a c e *

2009-07-17T12:24:00.003+08:00

Kinda miss you..

Hellew people. Here's my schedule for this week. Monday tuesday ku on course, wednesday Pub.Hols for HM's birthday, Weekend kami andang inda kaj n Monday Pub.Hols lagi sempena Israk Me'raj. So ku smabung th cuti ku on Thurs & Fri(today). Sajaaa kn abiskan cuti since i have another 4 days leave to be clear off. Atu pun inda ku tau bila kn ambil. Lau inda d ambil rugi kali ah.. coz we are entitle to take that leave for a year.

Speaking about my leave. Akupun malas kn cuti ani banarnya. Coz nda ku tau apa kn d buat. lau blayar inda jua apa. Ani... dui ma.. kana ulun tia. Ia jua jadi amah ia jua jadi driver. Booosan gitu lo!!!

I'm kinda miss my star .To my star, my leave days are empty without you by myside, there's nothing interests me than spending my times with you. I'm kinda missing you here star. Can't wait to see yo later dear... mwahugz! Bored Bored n BORED is what i feel without you here..
Here's the song i currently listen. Dgr lah... i think of you whenever i hear this song. Huhuhu... malu ehh~ :p i know its an old song.. tpi so wat gtu lo? Tehehee...

Enjoy the song....

Stay The Same - Joey Mclntyre

miss you star..

* p e a c e *

2009-07-15T11:29:00.003+08:00

ON COURSE.

Car sponsored by NBT for demo & practicals.

In the Class.

Hellew... its been awhile ku inda update. Dunno apa kn ceta jua.. So here i am kn beceta. Hmmm went to c-RAEN's(JPG) & c-Baby's birthday party at Lodge last saturday nite. I would say it was SIUUUUUUUKKKKK... Only the sound system sja inda memuaskan and that stupid stomachache is driving me insane!! i don't like eh.... spoiling my mood oredi.. but afterall *thumbs-up*. May be pasal ada ckit2 smangat bagas2 ke zouk atu kli.. huahahahahahaa lol...
(p/s: pixies of the party can be seen at sarah & ahu's photoblog).

Last sunday i went back to kb. Pasalnya the next day i have to attend course at Megamas KB. Hmmmm atu ia.. hari minggu balik KB? Apa kelasss???? Mentel plg ku balik atu. But im thinking, my class start at 7am sharp. terpaksa bangun awal. Bangun awal?? Yth bgi malas tuuuu... so i decided to sacrifice my sunday. damn it!

I attended a Defensive & Advance Driving course for two days. Lalah nyanta.... tahap gaban. It's an interesting course. Ia mengajar tani cara2 safe untuk driving, sebab2 kenapa kemalangan berlaku, cara2 menjaga kereta, jaga tayar.. mcm2 lah.. kami buat practical jua membezakan kereta yg ada ABS with Non-ABS. Cara membrake. (adeh.. nda jua brapa. kekekee) Siiuukk lahh.. And alhamdulillah.. byk jua yg ku pelajari dari sana.

To my star, sorry if me inda terr-online or termsg. My place atu di tangah2 utan. So payah banar kn cari service. i hope u understand coz i know u would :) Today bru ku ada masa kn update. Ani pun begagas coz my beloved niece is coming over here huhuhuhu.... ok then. I gtg... to my msn contacts, sorry if ku inda terlayan or tereply.. Just leave the text. Will get to u soon when im free aytes. Jgn marah~

* p e a c e *

2009-07-07T10:48:00.001+08:00

MORNING SUNSHINE.

* p e a c e *

2009-07-06T20:05:00.007+08:00

BIG HUGS & KISSES.

Thanks win for your time. Sanggup ambil cuti to spend with your beloved one and US too. Thanks for the accomodation and your treat masa d sana. Thanks to your housemate jua, Dinah, Erna, a guy and other lady. Lupa ku namanya. Teehehe.. Missing Singapore already and we appreciate every moment with you. Mwahugs! Btw to the lady, jgn lupa "label" deh botol mu ah... *erggghh!!!!!*

Pix taken b4 departure before & after the trip.

Vistaya View
belakang masjid Wak Tanjong kat Situu~

ACTIVITY D RMH.

Adengan mari memasak part forever corn soup by Puput(Chef) & Aneng (assistant chef).

Pix taken arah bath tub.
Adengan Mari berSPA ramai2 part nada keraja & cari keraja!!
Hahahaha LOL!!!!!!

Ahhhh ani adengan contoh anak-anak dara & orang bujang.

Ada yg memop, terikah, cuci jamban, lap lap and baca new paper.

peace man peace

Acara ucapan alu-aluan :)

SENTOSA ISLAND.

Somewhere@Vivo odw to Sentosa

Sentosa here we are!

Ooh La La . .

Are you afraid of snakes???

@Underwater World.

Pose jgn tak pose!!

Enjoying the SkyRide & Joy Ride. I couldn't risk myself to pose on camera. Nda ku sanggup toleh2! Tinggi oooo... Kambang rasanya kaki gantung2 d atas. Terpksa bwa beteriak2. Sorry Star, gmbar rambut & badan tani dri blakang pun jadi th kn? Hehehehe *peace*

W E - L O V E - S I N G A P O R E ! !

Lilo & KaMoy@National Geographic's . . . Ahhhh aher kami smpai Sentosa. Inda puas rasanya spent time d sana. Ada byk lagi ride that we should've been riding tapi nda kesmpaian. Pasal lalahhhhh sorang2 and the day is getting darker jua... Hehehe... panasnya lagi lain di sana. But it was FUN afterall tho retiring :)

Kinda miss you win. Oh yea i miss you Win.. take care n see u when you see us.

* p e a c e *

2009-07-05T23:39:00.008+08:00

As Promised.

US :)

@ Wisma Atria, Orchard Road & *entah* ehehe

@Marina Bay

@ Hard Rock & somewhere in Spore's Orchard Road.

MRT ACTION!!

CLARK QUAY
*phewitt*

@Clark Quay wv lotsa hugs & kisses ;)

BUGIS STREET.

*wv Ghost Busters Models*

ARAB STREET.

Looking at those pix making me missing Singapore already *sigh*.
More pixies to come.
Tunggu~

* p e a c e *

2009-07-05T15:51:00.003+08:00

I'M HERE!

Hello hello helloo..... Let me refresh how my trip went. We stayed at Siangapore for 7days 6 nights.

As we planned wv Stich@Wina kn surprisekn Lilo for her arrival di airport. Kami pun komplot lah jua kn to make the plan success. Upon arrival, panicnya c Lilo kan mencari taxi. Nda sabar kn jumpa Stitch! Kusut pun ada, control pun ada, gagas pun ada. Pokoknya PANIC and terpaksa CONTROl sorang2. Mana lagi org kastam minta alamat c Wina. Aku lgi inda tau. Terpaksa ku antamm!!!! Lucky that I have the Apartment's name. Ceh~ Lau inda. Nda th ku tau tu cana kn menipu.

Sudah bjumpa, adehhhhhhhhh bukan main lebarrrrr senyumannya dua-dua... phewit!!!! sorry nada surprise captured. Pasalnya sorang2 bz dgn luggage. Masa di airport singapore, lain lagi cetanya which i dunno how to story story. p/s: Sorry loh ahh terpaksa menipu ko. Ampunnn..

We stayed at Wina's place di sana at 14th Floor, Vistaya Apartment, Paya Lebar. 3rd floor from the top! Dsana th tmpat kmi tdo, mandi, masak2, lepak2, rehat2, beSPA.. Thanks Win. Jangan Jara ah.... Insyallah, kalo pnjng umur, murah rezeki, ada kmi ksana lgi tahun ani. Insyallah!!! Huahahahahahaha..

Me & My Star smpat lagi ke Johor on our 4th day di sana. It's a good experience for me and you all should try it at least once ;)

Some places we visited at Singapore:
Zouk *wink* It's not as happening as i imagine.
Sentosa: Siuk for outing!! We played Sky ride & Joy ride! Siuk.... "Once is never enough"
Marina Bay
Clark Quay: U can call this place "Romantic" LOL
Orchard Road: byk shopping mall cni.

Some shopping Mall(s):
Bugis Street
Wisma Atria
Takashimaya or Takashimeru<--- as per My Star!
Sim Lim Plaza
Funan
Lucky Plaza
Centrepoint
Hard Rock
Vivo
Mustafa
Tang's
Arab Street
City Square@ Johor

Ahhhh inda ku ingat kmana lgi kmi aga. Lost count! Teehehe.... The places kami inda sampai are Snow city & Watching movie di cinema saja. It's on plan plg udah tpi masa tidak mengizinkan. Got LOTSSSS to explore though..

pixies.. Soon ahh!!!
kesabaran~

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2009-07-05T15:37:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT PENGATIN BARU.

Selamat pengantin baru to my childhood bestfriend, Dk Siti Izzah Zakirah Binti Pg Hj Mohd Kamil & Awg Sastra Zainuri Bin Hj Julaini yg baru melangsungkan hari persandingannya today 5th July 2009. Alhamdullilah Izz, after 10 years in a relationship, akhirnya smpai jua ke jinjang pelamin.. Im glad to see u guys end up in marriage. Wishing you a happy married life, semoga dapat zuriat yg soleh/solehah, panjang umur dan berbahagia keakhir nyawamu. Amin. Tahniah Izz... Tahniah!! :)

Aziah, Izzah & Myself.

2009-06-29T12:18:00.003+08:00

BACK & TIRED.

Assalamualaikum everyone. Sorry i havent update for a loooonng time.

Once im back from singapore ku sambung lgi function my usu kawin. Ahhhhh punya lah tired!! Since we come from NOT-SO-RICH familiy, semua keraja buat sendiri. Catering hari bersanding sja di siang hari. So everynite mlm bjaga2 + functions2 atu semua sediakan sendiri, basuh sendiri, lap sendiri, susun kerusi sendiri, usai pelamin sendiri, bersihkan sendiri... pokok pangkalnya SEMUA lah sendiri.. yg sandinya... ada cuzen kmi yg 12 org adi bradi, branak becucu, basar sudah nda keraja nda skulah nda dpt di harap!! Makan tidur saja kajanya. kami jua anak branak 4 org membuat smua keraja atu.. but im not complaining... i know we came from a NOT-SO-RICH family.. And Alhamdulillah the functions went well with the help of org2 kg jua.

CONGRATULATIONS to my beloved USU, Norazidah and he husband Suhardi for their wedding day on 28th June 2009. Semoga jodoh usu berkekanalan hingga ku hujung nyawa,
mendapat zuriat yg soleh + solehah. Amin....

To my star. i hope u understand my business. I wish i can escape and spend a lil more time wv u. Nada ku comfortable d sana atu. Udah tah mcm nda bcuzen, nda lagi kna peduli tu. Heshh!!! Kalau sja me nda menganang drg my family, nada ku kn stay sana batah2.. Cawieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I wish u'r beside me di sana. hari2 dari awal smpai aher.. Tpi tkut me u boring, andang boring jua bh d sana atu. *damn it*

Ohhh about the trip, OK jua lah.. tpi nda puas rasanya explore singapore. Mcm ntah ahhh ada yg kurang bh.. but i dunno apa.. Nda puas bjln kli *erks* but it was FUN afterall.... mcm2 kn d ceritakan. Yg paling calinya.. upon arrival atu lah...LOLz!!! Ada2 saja... BIG THANKS to WIWIN for letting us to stay at her place. Jgn jara win ah.. ingat ko yg dlm taxi? On our way home from mustafa? yg ada org terasaaa??? Ketawa sja ku sorang2 lau ku ingati. Kekekekekekeke... tani2 sja tau tu ahh.

To stargazers members, i kinda miss u guys... i dunno lah bila kn gather. May be soon or may be later... Insyallah we'll meet up if ada kesempatan k.. Insyallah..

Ok lah.. i gtg for now. Pixies? Nanti th ku upload ahh. Lau rajin.

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2009-06-19T11:54:00.000+08:00

GENTLE REMINDER.

Flash Countdown

(sabar hati)

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2009-06-18T19:51:00.005+08:00

18th June 2009

I'm here would like to wish a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to My Mummy for turning 49 and My sister-in-law for turning 29 years old today!! May Allah bless you both, Wishing you both a HAPPY life, murah rezeki, semoga menjadi IBU yg baik..(yes my mom baik kli ahhhhh..), mendapat anak yg solehah, enjoy your days and aku doakan kamu sihat2 sejahtera selalu. Amin.

To my Bro, hehehe bh this year, celebrate th birthday your wife together2 with her.. cian.. every year kn celebrate birthday mummy saja. Nda ampit sma gf/tunang :) *erks*

Love, from the family.

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2009-06-18T18:41:00.003+08:00

SOALAN BODOH!!

BANYAK-BANYAK SOALAN... SOALAN APA YANG PALING BODOH DI DUNIA????

SOALAN YANG PALING BODOH DI DUNIA LAHH!!!
WAWAWAWAWAWAA!!!!!!!!!!!

(Saja-saja buang stress!!)

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2009-06-18T18:26:00.003+08:00

WORK LOADS!!

Those files are the work loads that i gotta leave it behind..
Needs a vacay though..

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2009-06-17T09:33:00.003+08:00

STATUS:

Holiday Mood : ON

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2009-06-16T10:18:00.002+08:00

Life.

No matter how dull our life is..

When there's a sunshine..
Will always be beautiful..

My life is beautiful with you

You're my sunshine

I need you

My Star

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2009-06-14T21:16:00.002+08:00

Just For Fun..

No offence.

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JUST FOR FUN.

2009-06-13T14:49:00.004+08:00

JUST FOR FUN

.. Marah >:/

.. Ketawa :)

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2009-06-12T10:58:00.005+08:00

DOA SELAMAT.

We had Doa selamat yesterday at the office sempena meraikan majlis perkahwinan diantara our collueague, Normahaziz and Kaztini. Since ada yg nda dpt dtg time ia bersanding, so we decided to make this gathering before ia cuti panjang... Lagipun "halal" ia sudah last week. Kami doakan semoga berbahagia dan panjang jodohmu hingga keakhir hayat. Mudahan menjadi suami/bapa yg baik. *eeeehhhhhhhhh nda ku pndai membgi ucapan ani eh...*

Apa-apa punn, semoga kekal jodohmu dan berbahagia di samping orang yang disayangi hingga akhir hayat mu. Amin Amin Ya Rabbal Al Amin.

The invitation card

Pakcik Dol, Hj Rahman, Rani, Hj. Dude, Hj. Norli, Arzamy, Amin, Smiley :)
Middle: Pengantin excited! kekeke

Hasiah, Kazana & JuliQ, Christine, Lisa Jr.
(duduk di ujung: Sae Lee)

Bismillah....

Group photo (incomplete)

Amin showing the presents are for Aziz.
Lady in the pix: Lisa Sr.

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2009-06-12T08:59:00.000+08:00

BABI????!!!!!

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2009-06-09T08:10:00.000+08:00

Sajaaa buang boring...

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2009-06-07T09:49:00.004+08:00

SIMPLY WEAK

this cough is killing me :'(
when will this cough go away
cough cough go away and never come back
uhuk-uhukkk!!!!
can't rsist another day
totally weak

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2009-06-06T16:21:00.003+08:00

With Love,

* Hugs & Kisses *

* Miss you *

2009-06-06T07:42:00.002+08:00

L I F E

Sometimes things will not go as the way we planned

The plan might be a good idea/thing at the beginning

A greenlight from both parties

ang high expectations for good outcome..

Until it happened.

We never know what risk would have come

It can be :D

It can be :'(

What more i can say here is..

We're only humans

and Allah rule 'em all

so,

Expect the unexpected.

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2009-06-05T22:43:00.003+08:00

From the bottom heart

I hate it whem i'm forced to do it..

C'mon... Get a life!!!!!

I'm happy with my own way

Though I know there's a sorrow behinds it

But it's my life..

I know you CARE

Sorry, this is just my way....

I'm ready to take the risk

All of the years, you'll always praises him

Yet, untill now, you still listens to him

Look what have you done to him

From a tiny to giant, he still controls you

that you had never been listened by him or his other half.

You'd never try to listen whats behind my heart

Yet, you'd never try to listen to me..

My heart's still hurt afterall what happened to me.

Even tho' the thing happened for almost two years ago

Its just really turned me into pieces!!

Do you know that??

Do you?????

I know phrases might say...

"get rid of the past and go with the flow"

How can I go if the past still hunts me?

How can i go if the hurt is still with me?

It might be easy for some people to say...

But not the one who suffers..

What more do you want?

Do you think having whatever you want/need makes you happy?

Do you think happiness will fall by forces??

Seriously, I'm still hurt by the past.

Do you know what i want u to do?

I wish i can say it to you

And i wish you'd understand..

to be just simply patience.

Look around you,

And you'll see

if their decision really make them happy

I hope u'll understand..

one day...

Amin

Insyallah

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